Anonymous asked: i'm just wondering.. during your ed, how did you possibly have the willpower to refuse yourself food? i can't go a few hours without eating because i'll get hungry and want to eat. i just think it's almost superhuman the willpower people have when they suffer from an eating disorder.

it’s not willpower, it’s the mental disorder. you really can’t understand it until you suffer from it. and i hope that will never be the case, because it’s terrible.